Currently Watching Eagle vs. Shark By Joel Tobeck, Brian Sergent, Craig Hall, Loren Horsley, Taika Waititi see related

"Love is handing your heart to someone and taking the risk that they will hand it back because they don't want it. That is why it's such a crushing ache on the inside. We gave away a part of ourselves and it wasn't wanted."- rob bell. sex god.

all that i know is that i would enjoy for the one who ultimately takes this heart to be wearing an eagle costume at the point in which this risky act takes place

Currently Listening Hunky Dory By David Bowie see related

Time May Change Me, But I Can't Trace Time.

The last week of school calls for a end of the year summary right?? So here is mine:

I had a weird feeling about this year and what it would bring... partially because I have been told on numerous occassions that sophomore year of college is a crazy year, partially because I guess I just knew how much change could potentially make things weird, and partially because I knew that I would have Dr. Byrne for a whole year. I won't say that I would have ever imagined every happening of this year, or embraced any of it, but it has been a year, if nothing else, and I think it will just make me appreciate every year from now on that much more because I am convinced that they are going to be pure perfection from here most of which, I think, will be solved by moving out of Kennedy.

But it would be so silly to say that this year sucked through and through or even to say that the things that we all say were so bad did not grow us in one way or another.I know that, personally, I have learned more about myself through this year than I have in quite some time.. although it has required moments of having no clue in the world who was acting through me and although I would not claim to be totally out of that phase yet. I guess, if nothing else, I have learned how absolutely young I still am.

And now.. I guess.. it is time for the obligatory list of things that this year meant......

A horrific first semester. A better second. Screaming suite mates. Kickball. Messing up friendships but getting them back. New friends. The value of being open to unknown situations. Vengeful parties. Silly games. Spend the night parties. Intense Love. Being hypocritical. Late night pipe chats. Rumors. Songs of the week. Excellent Roomates. Akwardness. Falling in love with photo. Thursday nights. The implications of being in the "Kennedy Crew". Cason, Grandaddy, long papers, dead flowers. Cutthroat. "Come back to bed". BMFA. Natty Shermans.Philosophy. Brutal honesty.  Themed birthdays. Comfort. Changes.

Currently Listening Our Endless Numbered Days By Iron & Wine see related

i loooooooooove thursday night Room nights! and you should probably all be envious of how wonderful my roomate is!

i love being so busy but only with really fun and exciting things such as i have been.

i love johnnys new editions- although i never knew it possibly for him to be better endowed.

i love tennis, photography, the social aspects of hookah and, oddly enough, costuming people for documentaries.

i love that it is nearing birthday season!

i love witnessing fights.. the hitting kind...especially when i am just walking on 21st and they are people i know- mostly because i am jealous that i never get in hitting fights.

i love silly games like kickball and 6 square- and i love that cam can not go without starting some kind of interactive conversation such as what animal everyone is.

i love that there will be a beautiful baby on the quad tomorrow.

i love my schedule this year and am not looking forward to switching it for graph theory and no credit classes, but i sure am excited about our new house!!!!!!

i am learning to love change- but certainly not all change, and not so much drastic change- and i sure do miss a lot of the old ways

and, what counts the most, is that i love you.

My little Cason is famous!